| Hahaha and again... |
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LEO
July 24 - August 23
Ruling Planet: THE SUN
Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of
themselves, it's the centre of our solar system!
Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show!
They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the
ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance.
FAVE POSITION
Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced!
BEST SEX TOY
A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring or perhaps you can use them both together!
LEO MALE IN BED
You are the King of the Jungle and expect to be treated that way! You are a good lover because you don't like to fail at anything. You are sexy and have an aura of sexiness that is difficult to deny. But, you will let anyone adore you, so your partner has to make the effort or you will pad off to your next Lioness!!
LEO FEMALE IN BED
You are elegant and sexy without even trying. Men love you and women want to be you. You like to play cat and mouse with men and command respect. In bed, you are a real panther and can scare the pants off most men. You adore raw sex, so your partner should go with you and enjoy it. You're a once in a lifetime experience!
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LEO
A Leo's 'moan zone' is his or her back. First of all, ask your Leo to
roll onto his/her tummy. Start with a gentle scratch that runs from the top of the ass to the base of the skull. I'm not talking about tender tickles or a tantalizing tease - I mean a REAL back scratch, coz if there's one thing cats love, it's a scratch!
After a minute or so, get out the massage oil and spill it into a
snakey pattern on Leo's back. Then rub all over. Keep doing this until you know Leo is ready to roll over. If they start falling asleep, give them a gentle prod in a delicate place! Once Leo is ready to roll over, don't let them! Leo will be excited by your control. YOU decide when it's time to 'flip your feline' over and get into the good stuff!
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Leo men:
Simply brushes aside rules and conventions. One important rule to remember about him: NEVER tease. His endurance is remarkable and he has a great appetite for making love. He likes women in the submissive position and oral sex is okay only when he is on the receiving end. He likes a woman to show how much she is enjoying it. His erogenous zone: his back is particularly vulnerable.
Crazy Zodiac shit...it is really freaky because I don't believe it but this was umm pretty factual....
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| Very interesting..... |
[23 May 2005|12:45am] |
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PURITY: 45% sex, 50% substance, 45% moral [46% total]
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Well done! The higher your scores, the more "pure" you are. The lower, the more you've experienced.
This test was about done deeds, so your numbers will never climb. [It's interesting to think they all started at 100%.] But will your purity continue to fall? Will you OUTGROW or will you OUTDO your past experiences? It's up to you.
Advisory:
- Don't date anyone if your moral purities differ by more than 30%.
- Don't run a business with anyone if your substance purities differ by more than 40%.
- Do be friends with someone who has less than 1/2 your sex purity. You'll enjoy their colorful company.
Note: as for the "TOTAL" purity value - that's a weighted combination of your scores, indicating what a typical purity test might say about you. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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[11 May 2005|10:48pm] |
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Well a few things to say...
-hair cut
-new band
-looking for a new job
-need to get done with school
-no more patty
-sick of life right about now
-my current job blows ass
-bars have been fun lately
-friends will be back from college soon
-met some new people/made new friends
-thinking about doing a solo project
-exercising is great
-bills are not fun
-i apparently have had too much time to think about stupid things in my life and let them bring me down, but that will change in time...
-i want to plan a tri to california to se my friend mike
-i would love to finish up some of my tattoos
-i need to save some money
-music has really set my mood lately
There is much more but I am too tired and stressed to think right now....
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[11 May 2005|10:48pm] |
American Cities That Best Fit You:
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60% San Diego |
55% Chicago |
55% Honolulu |
55% Philadelphia |
55% San Francisco |
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[06 Apr 2005|10:24pm] |
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wow my life has been very up and down....it is a ride Iwasn't willing to take but did any way and learned from it. I feel pretty tired right about now an I haven't updated since Valentines day I think. The Patty situation is messy and work has been crazy in Woodfield. I have been going to the bars and hanging with friends. I have also met some cool people lately. But as of right now I am in deep thought I don't know what to really do right now. I have to decide soon I can't go on like this anymore....
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| Happy Valentiens Day.....my chest hurt again today.... |
[14 Feb 2005|09:53pm] |
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Well yes I have another fun update....I finally fucking danced and I was completely wasted! I went to Voodoo on Friday with: Andy, Jessica, Caitlin, Nick, Amber, Stever, and Joe and it was fuckig fun and hilarious. I actually had a good time and even though I puked haha it was great! Nick got lost on the way home and I ended up puking in some strip club parking lot. I don't remember getting home either haha but I was still wearing my under shirt when I woke up and my other shirt I usually go to bed in was inside out haha. That was good times. Saturday I went to the Annex and met up with Mark and saw Greg and his friend Brendon and Adrian. It was a good time had a couple mugs and a couple shots of dirty girl scouts. But yeah Brendon was really drunk and started to do some break dance moves and people were making fun of him but then some nasty lasy went over to him and started dancing with im and it was hilarious....and Greg was getting hit on by a 30 year old Mexican lady so it was sweet. I ended up driving home and saw a coupel of my neighbors still up in their garage so I went over there and drank a couple more beers and ended up going to bed at 6am. Sunday was lame, Andy and Nick and I were supposed to jam but that didn't happen so I was pissed. But I did get my drums from Sam's place so now I can go jam any time now with anyone. Today was even more lame! I was upset about the same shit and it is just going to take time. I talked to so many people today though so that was cool. The hilight of my day was going out to eat with my sister at On the Border mmmm I haven't had it for so long and it was so damn good! Andy told me about this www.sxsw.com and I am fucking digging it so I have been checking out bands that will be there and it sounds fucking awesome! I will have to fly though and that is going to be interesting because I have never flown before! But hey I need to do it some time and what better time than now. I just hope I can feel better soon and meet some new people and go out and have fun! I really need that in my life right now and of course my friends. But we'll see what happens, I hate being sad and lonely but I have to learn from this I really do!
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[10 Feb 2005|11:49pm] |
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Yeah well it seems to be getting slightly better but I have soem faults liek any perosn who has feelings....but yeah I can say that it feels a little btter now but Valentines day is going to be a bitch! I knwo it shouldn't be a big deal blah blah but it is hard because you think about the person you are supposed to be in love with and hey that perosn is not in my life at this point so what do you do? Move on is what I am going to do but I have to take it slow. Some people are in and out of it but I am not like that, it takes time for me to heal I guess and it is happening slowly but surely. On a brighter note there are tons of hot asian girls and Woodfield and few hispanic girls too that are hot! That makes me smile but on the other hand I have to watch out for the stuck up bitches too! I really hope I do eventually find someone who will repect me and be there for me like a honest gf should. I have so much to give and so much to offer, I just need to find someone who will see that and know they have found someone special. But yeah I have been figuring things out and really have been puching myself to get better and I hope it works.....
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| I crave apathy... |
[03 Feb 2005|11:00pm] |
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It will all even itself out is what I think....I finally have come to some sort of realization and it feels pretty good and I can be satisfied with it. It isn't too complex like I thought it would be but it is what it is and I have to accept that. I dwelled on it and it really didn't do me any good so I dwelled on it some more and it made me feel worse and I finally just needed to take a deep breath and exhale all the built up frustrations inside me. I am better than that is what I thought and I know I am and I deserve better and I only deserve the best. Why settle settle for less when you are supposed to be egaged in this romantic knot that is supposed to last forever and has finally come undone due to lies I can't control? All I know is that I have been in this rut for too long and I have been feeding off this hope that it could be better again and that maybe this or maybe that might happen. It isn't going to happen and it doesn't look like it will ever come around again like you expect it to. So now it is time to let go and hope you can better yourself from this and like they say if you let it go and it comes back it (might) be meant to be but I am not going to hold my breath long enough to pass out and imagine a prefect realationship that wasn't so perfect to begin with. If this was such a perfect realationship why would it have to be so hard to deal with? The answer is it wouldn't and you shouldn't have to deal with this sort of situation. I kept thinkig to myself....it's not fair, they are not being fair and I was right but life isn't fair I realized and I took advice from so many people but it still got me no where in terms of trying to make this mess work. It was all up to her and she did nothing to really fix it and seemed liek she turned her back completely on me. That really hurt, because after 2 years of being together you would think someone who said they "loved" you and "would do anything" for you would fight for you in this situation. She did at first she says but then before you kow it she just completely abandons me for the mere fact that she thinks that if she makes the decsion to stay she will get punished by her family forever. I think she is weak and can't stand up for own opinions and thoughts and she is going to have her family make her decisions for teh rest of her life. Now tell me why would I wantto be with soeone like that? Tht is not the kind of person you would want to be with because her family will always get in the way of everything and she will let it happen. I thought I really knew her and I thought she was different but I guess I made a poor judgement, she seemed like the one for me but alas it was nothing but a painful life experience yet again. So now I take the advice from my freinds who do really care about me and who do really want to see me happy again. It is hard to try to see it all when you are all tangled up inside of it and yes I still hurt but I know it is going to be ok. I have learned a lot from this ordeal and I am going to really take it to heart this time. It wasn't like last time, this time it was different and I can see how life really is. Once you are gone you are gone and she will realize it at some point and wonder and ponder it all. The what if's and the I should haves...and it could have been different's....yes they will be there but I will not....not anymore......
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[16 Jan 2005|08:53pm] |
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I had a great weekend minus work of course. Friday night I went out to The Annex and met up with Andy and Jessica showed up and so did Caitlin and her friend Yelena. It was good times and I had a few good laughes. There was 2 guys that came in and they just made my night haha. One guy had some funny ass facial hair(his sideburns were connected to his mustache) And teh other guy had his hair short except for the "flippy wave" in front and tehy thought they were the "KINGS OF THE DANCE FLOOR" so it was quite entertaining. Last night I went with Andy to Chicago to visit Liz his exgf on Barry and Southport. That was pretty cool. She has 4 roomies: 2 gay hippie artists, 1 photographer/bmx rider guy, and a goth industrial fashion girl. We also met this other guy who Liz is "dating" or whatever they are and he was pretty arrogant(sp?) but kinda funny at times. SO yeah we were drinking there for a bit then we took beers with us out side drinking them and getting into teh cab drinking them and offering them to teh cabby. It was pretty funny but yeah we ended up at this "HIPSTER" party and tehy were all dressed like they just got back from prom. It was lame as hell and me and Andy were like fuck this so we basically left an Andy was pissed off at Liz so yeah it wasn't good. But the girl who lived there would get chocolate syrup and make you get down on your knees and drip it in your mouth and take a shot of Rupplemints(sp?) and I thought is was stupid so me and Andy just laughed it off the whole time. I almost pissed myself on teh way home but thank god we made it to my house and I pissed behind a tree. Then we were off to the Annex again and I ran into Andrew one of my best friends and he was with Justin and his gf. So we sat with them and had a great time and laughed at shit like usual. I went home afterwards and called Andrea drunk and I don't remember some of teh stuff I said but yeah that was my night. Today I woke up expecting to hang out with Theresa but she never called back so I talked to Andrew, Elizabeth, Lenore, and Andrea plus a couple other people I think but either way I talked on the phone for a while and Caitlin called so I went out with her to get lunch and we went to the mall and I bought a belt from the Gap and she bought some stuff from other places and we talked about random stuff but it was good to hang out with her. I am supposed to hang out with Elizabeth tomorrow but we'll see how that goes and I need to call Lenore as well. So yes I have finally come to realizations with myself and I feel pretty damn good right about now. I have been able to control some things and it feels great. I had an amazing conversation with Andrew one of my best friends and it was what I really needed to hear. Somethings have to be the way they are and for me to spit out so much stuff in one phone call was great. It wasn't just about relationships it was about alot of things and really put me in a place I want to be. A mindset that I should have had a while ago. It all just poured out and it was awesome. I hope I can keep this up because I feel excited about myself and about which direction I am going in life.
P.S. I left the message tonight and I think it was about as perfect as it could be at this point.
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[12 Jan 2005|08:55pm] |
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About fricken time I do this...I haven't been so stressed out about life ever...I will leave it at that for now and if you have my AIM name you can ask futher questions...My store is also going out of business so that is really fun. They wnat me to got o the Woodfield location and be the Assistant manager with another Assistant Manager and I really don't want to drive that far andn ot get paid form y gas or get a raise so yeah I am pissed. I have been getting ready to jam again with Sam and Andy is going to play with us soon so it should be good times and get the band going. On a random note I bought Koala's March(AKA Koala Yummies) at the Asian Mart the other day, one small box of strawberry and one box of FAMILY SIZE chocolate and I am very satisfied haha they are just as great as I imagined! But yeah I am waiting in anticipation of what Patty's family says.....I feel so stressed out.....
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wel here is what i got for Christmas:
NCAA FOOTBAL from Julia(you are awesome) as my "Not-So-Secret-Santa
NBA LIVE from Andy(hell yeah bro)
T-shirt from Urban Outfitters from Andrea(it is awesome damn it!) Sorry Lauren....
$20 gift card for Marshall Fields from Shannon as my "Not-So-Secret-Santa" gift which I used to buy Burberry Brit cologne mmmmm....
Issey Miyake cologne, $15 gift card for Max&Ermas, socks and a couple other random things from my grandma/mom/aunt suzie
$25 check from my other grandma
Guiness boxers, cubs one side/bears other side fleece blanket(she made), MAPEX BOOM STAND for my drums, American Crew citrus mint body wash, Anthony shaving cream, a 5 star planner that is from 2003 hahaha silly, and the Boondock Saints DVD all from my sister and Keith!
KODAK DIGITAL CAMERA(will be getting the chip so i can store more pictures and other stuff plus the printer port!!!!!!!!!!!), socks, and a black shirt all from my dad. He also let me slide on my dentist bill this paycheck so that is awesome!
I also have been working a ton latley and it has wore me down. I currently have a nasty cold and I feel like shit but hey I am still hanging in there. Hug out with Jessica and had lunch and thatwas fun she is awesome. Hung out with Kirk once so far this break and he is moving back in August. Went to Andy's last night and hung out and we exchanged gifts and played x-box. I went to my sisters house for Christmas dinner and more presents today and it was good times. Last weekend I hung out with Andrea(the Chinese girl who talks like she is from Boston) and it was good times. Me and Patty are looking a lot better since Wednesday when I talked to her and I am going to talk to her family about everything so that should be fun. But besides that it has been work and more work for me. I need to update more so that should be happening soon...
P.S. Presents I bought myself: Onitsuka Tiger shoes: white with blue stripes, Cornelius CD "POINT", K-OS CD "EXIT" and the Burberry Brit cologne.
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[08 Dec 2004|11:34am] |
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Well my last week end was pretty good one for the most part. I ended up going out Friday night and meeting up with Justin and Nick and Matt O. It was a good time, drank 3 25ozers and felt pretty good. Saturday was Nicks show and I ended up going with him and it was a great time as well. Saw a really pretty asian girl I hsould have talked to and met some really cool people mostly from Nick's band. We at at Clarks and I saw Sophia(Emily's old friend) and Courtney(Bob's exgf) and they were way too SCENE to talk to me so I just laughed and told Nick and the group were with that she was stalking me and shit because she actually was. She would call me every day multiple times! It was creepy and then Sophia is just a stuck up Scene whore so I wasn't too worried about that. But either way I had a great time and that is all that matters. Oh and I saw ANDREW FUCKING LINCOLN(guitarist from Milkmans Kid)! His drummer was there also and is currently sitting 2 seats away from me. It was drunken good times and we reminissed(sp?) of course! It was great! Sunday I watched the Bears kcik the shit out of the Vickings and that was quite refreshing! Other than that work....work...and more work as usual!
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[01 Dec 2004|11:00am] |
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Time to update again...and yes life hasn't been too interesting but oh well. I hung out with Andy and Jane and Nick Friday at the Firkin and then ended up at Downings for a bit andt hat was some good times. Saturday I went out to eat for Andy's birthday dinner at some Italian place in Fox Lake. Then we went o Half Times(1/2 X) and that was pretty fun times! Played this bowling game(with this white ball thing that you have to push like Golden Tee) and of course I kicked everyones ass! Then we played darts and I got my ass kicked of course. But yeah I had this shot called Oatmeal cookies and it really did taste like it haha wierd shit. But yeah Sunday was boring, went shoping and bought my dad a dvd/cd player fo his birthday coming up. Haha some random girl just laughed at me and said she had a Live Journal too...her look on her face was funny. But yeah back to shopping, I bought myself a new jacket that is fucking sweet and I need to get a pair of jeans soon as well. I am planning on buying a futon from my work with teh 1/2 off day coming up for when I move out of my house. In other news I need to get my drums from Sams house and jam with Andy and I also need to figure out where we are going Friday night. Oh and I have been talking to this girl Andrea for about a week now and she seems really awesome and funny/sarcastic as hell. Her voice is awesome too I love it, think Hot Chinese girl with a Boston accent haha it is great! and I have recently talked to Bobbi Jo, a girl I once sorta dated and it was nice to hear from her. In Patty news, I hung out with her Monday and I still have to talk to her sisters or something but we'll see how that goes. I really need to also plan out a vacation soon as well....any suggestions? I was thinking California but I am not too sure yet. But that is it for now....
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| Nothing was solved...and my chest hurts |
[21 Nov 2004|10:08pm] |
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Well it about time to get stressed. Christmas is coming and so is that fucking day after Thanksgiving! It is going to be crazy up in the mall and not to mention I am stressed oUt about Patty. Yep the saga continues, this bitch that I used to work with told her sister Vicky a nice dirty lie and of course she told her mom and her mom told her. It was to the likes of her sister being prettier than her. I mean how can you say that about a person you care about? Besides this bitch "Sarah" was a bad seed from the get go. No one liked her or got along with her and she was liar. She was shady to everyone and ended up not liking me because I follow rules at work she she thought I didn't do enough work and made her do it all or something. I bust my ass at work and she didn't do shit except sit in one area and straighten the same wall every time and fuck up on the register constantly(even making up prices for things when I am right there if she had a question) But yeah so any way to make that story a bit shorter, she was fired because she ended up not wanting to work with me on my shifts and being a smart ass to other people. So I guess she knew Patty's sister and told her this shit to get back at me because she is obviously still sour and fucking stupid. So now Patty is confused and doesn't know who to believe and I get to sit around and wait to see how she feels. Her sisters and mom are pissed also which makes it that much more fun. I swear I can never have a decent life, all the fucking drama all the time. The only postitive this to happen with seeing my grandma/mom/ and aunt and they helped me buy my new Diesel shows. Other than that nothing postitve really. Me and Sam are also breaking away form Mike and Billy and starting a new band most likely with Andy but we'll see. Sam leaves fo Europe Wednesday and will be gone for nearly a month and I will mot likely jam with Andy and also with a Nick Pyle side project. Oh and I saw Patty's sister Sandras Winter dance thing with her and her family last night too and it was cool, but today I feel like I was just shit on. Work was also really annoying because I had to come back and do pay roll. Is it really time for a break? I care about her alot and she doesn't seem to realize and can't trust what I say? And she says she "NEEDS TIME" so yeah looks like I will be sitting around...call me if you wnat to hang out...
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*MOTORCYCLE DIARIES WAS AWESOME!(WENT WITH PATTY AND SAW IT IN HIGHLAND PARK)
*PINBACK WAS AMAZING(THANKS FOR DRIVING MATT)
*PATTY LATELY...(AS IN SHE HASN'T HAD TOO MANY MOOD SWINGS AS OF LATE)
*HOPING THE CUBS TRADE SOSA...(THEY REALLY NEED HIM OUT BAD)
*THE BEARS RIPPING UP THE GIANTS LADT WEEK...(AND HOPEFULLY DOING THE SAME TO THE TITANS THIS WEEK)
*BETH REASSUING ME THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK AT WORK(SHE IS AWESOME AND VERY CARING)
*SHOPPING...(I LOVE IT)
*MEXICAN FOOD(I EAT IT DAILY PRETTY MUCH)
*ROLLYPOLLY(FOR CARING AND GIVING ME A FREE WRAP AFETR THE INCIDENT WITH THE HAIR AND ALSO GIVING ME A FREE DESERT WHEN I PLACED A DELIVERY ORDER...THEY KNOW ME BY THE WRAP I GET EVERY TIME)
*MY CAMERA WORKING AGAIN(THANKS TO MATT)
*ME AND NICK WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN(MUSICIALLY WE CAN BE MESH WELL..RELATIONSHIP WISE HE IS A GREAT PERSON...ALL IN ALL THINGS WILL WORK OUT)
*NOT ENOUGH MONEY FOR THIGS(DUE TO INSURANCE AN OTHER STUFF)
*MEXICAN FOOD ISN'T REALY GOOD FOR YOU(EVERY DAY THAT IS)
*WORK(LOADS OF STRESS)
*PATTY NOT BEING 21 YET(LESS THAN 2 MONTHS NOW SO I SHOULDN'T COMPLAIN)
*LACK OF SLEEP(MUST GET MORE...PRETTY SELF EXPLANITORY)
*LACK OF MONEY TO MOVE OUT(NEED TO GET PAST THE HOLIDAYS TO START SAVING)
*LACK OF DIRECTION WITH THE CURRENT BAND(IT SEEMS LIKE THE GUYS ARE COOL BUT THEY HAVE NO DRIVE RIGHT NOW AND WITH SAM GOING AWAY FO A MONTH, IT IS REALLY GOING TO TEST ME....I WILL JAM WITH NICK WITH IN THAT TIME SPAN AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS BUT AS FOR TEH BAND I HOPE THEY GET THIER SHIT TOGETHER MUCH QUICKER THAN THIS)
*WANTING TO GO ON VACATION(LACK OF FUNDS OBVIOUSLY AND NOT SURE WHERE TO GO...)
*NOT GETTING TO THE CITY ENOUGH(I NEED TO BE THERE WAY MORE)
*CAR(HOPING IT CAN SURVIVE FOR NOW)
*HITTING MY HEAD(ST WORK ON THE EDGE OF THE DOOR, IT WASN'T FUN NOT TO MENTION THE MUSCLE STRAIN IN MY CHEST)
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